Feeling rejected

One of the toughest things I have experienced so far is dealing with what I as an adult, class as rejection from my beloved 9 week old boy.

It isn't rejection, I have to respect his little baby nuances and realise he isn't always going to laugh, coo and smile with me and it's nothing to do with me doing something wrong. They aren't capable of holding a grudge at this age, even if I had done something deserving of it.

I dread the day my baby genuinely chooses to not smile at me, I will die a little inside!