Mummy issues

Whilst we are on the subject of being broken, my milk blister is almost healed now. Thats over 3 months after it started.

My back is still up and down and that started the week before Leo's initial illness, so over 2 months too. I just want to run away from it all, just take Tom and Leo and live somewhere where we can just chill out, recuperate and just all be well once and for all.

All this supposed healthy eating and healthy lifestyle bullshit is wearing thin. It's hard work to eat well all the time and when there is no return for it, it makes me wonder what the point of it all is tbh.